My fourth novel published three earlier: Obsessive associations, view through the slit and Platonic relationship, in that order. I am cautious to refrain from rehashing old terrain wrinkling with sweat writing the book. I find my way to write about the essence of life by creating a vision of a person I never was and never could be. This book results from my inability to find any other way to communicate I often want to. I leave it to the insight of readers to decide what my work means.